Wednesday, November 3, 2010

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There are times when fear invades me.

was easy to ask my then girlfriend that I read the hand and explain to me the future. Yet fear is not going: If I learned anything is that the future is always ambiguous, it is never accurate and has no control. Life is more like a car at high speed without wheel and brake failure. The stress caused me know, so much that I owe my colitis. Some things are out of your hands and will inevitably affect what is within your reach.

My work is a challenge every day and when it started to become a more difficult I felt dread. I immediately thought in this blog. Are my own lyrics, which I Like, the blog of my life. For six years I searched for questions and answers. I never wanted to be a star or someone known for what I write in my blog. Nor did I make this a challenge to promote campaigns to meet expectations of someone or to gain fame. Do something that I am not used because of fear, the commitment becomes fun and you feel like a fish out of water: out of control.

I think that this challenge was the straw that broke the camel. I could not help. The world was absorbed in its dynamics and felt intimidated. The important thing, perhaps most importantly of all, I am not alone. I comfort and guidance in my family, tenderness and firmness. It was what I needed to hear and if maybe it did not change the circumstances, at least I had to vent and feel good at the moment.

must add the uncertainty of the project on which I also moved my fear of not having a job and I'm saturated. But after I felt better support and I had time to think. I have no choice but to keep throwing forward despite the planning of change such as socks. Up early, arriving on time, meeting each thing and keep sending me the joy I've had with the thought that I have work and therefore I can change things in my life.

But, with my half, with the organizational chaos and night with a new game I thought why I'm not enjoying this? Why can not I relax and let things flow, which has what has to last. Meanwhile, I'll take it easy, I'll spend on what you want, clean up my debts and I have fun at the process.

If someone wants to have fun with me the invitation is open, otherwise it will be an excellent way to find out how to change now. =)

See you in the future.

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